The husband said that he wants a divorce, but does not file
https://onlinedivorceincalifornia.com/divorce-in-san-mateo-county/. He sleeps in another room but continues to go to family counseling. He says he's leaving, but he doesn't leave. He says he doesn't love me, but sometimes he continues to be close to me.
I feel like I'm in some kind of purgatory and it's driving me crazy.